friends okay

finally heard from my friends
all of them
they are all safe
they are all lost
it is impossible to know what to do
many are not going back
the ones that are going back
are upset with the ones that are not
i am kind of a mess
i wish i could help
fix it
make it better
or at least easier
so many people
so much death
so many questions
the answers-
unthinkable